24.09.2011

Show me what it's like, to be the last one standing!

And teach me wrong from right,

and I'll show you what I can be,

Say it for me - say it to me!

And I'll leave this life behind me.

Say it if it's worth saving me!

...is it worth savin' me?

Hey there!

I hope you had a good time. In my case.. well.. more or less.

The Connichi is over now. It was a nice weekend, but not the best convention I had. The best day was friday, when I cosplayed a Black Pawn and we had a big, big chess group! Here you can see a picture:

I'm the one with the black banner!

Guys, you were gorgeous! <3

On Saturday, I cosplayed Sango from Inuyasha with my little group: Reborn as Shippo, Izaya as Kouga and Kirara as Ayame.

And it was the first day Maik, a good friend of mine, came with us, he wasn't was there on friday yet. 

It started not that good.. my fake lashes didn't want to stick and I had to put them away. Bad thing.. then I lost my cellphone for a short time, but got it back, luckily.. then my day was.. nya. Not thaaaat good anymore. But still nice

I have no nice pictures.. I had no time to sew all my cosplays, so I had to make them kinda crappy. That's the reason why I didn't like the cosplay. Well.. and because of the lashes. Oh and I forgot the wig! *grin*

But here you are:

..ehehehe.. yeah~

Sunday. I couldn't finish my cosplay. I wanted to cosplay 'Mr. Spuck/Spucky' from a German movie, called '(T)raumschiff Surprise'. It's a parody of Star Trek (Btw., I LOVE Star Trek, especially the Next Generation!), where Spucky meant to be Mr. Spock. Well, as I already said, I couldn't finish my cosplay. So I went there just with my wig and my ears in civilian clothes - and guess what? They thought I'd cosplay the Mr. Spock from the 11th film! *grin*

I had to disappoint them, but it was nice to know.

Here's a picture:

Nice picture, isn't it? *grin*

Now something else.

I hope you're listening to the song I gave you at the beginning?

Right now I'm a bit confused about everything. Do you know the feeling, when you want someone to love you? I mean.. yes, of course. There are persons who like you. There are persons who might love you. But not the way you want them to love you.. that's the point. 

Do you know the feeling? This.. not really alone, but somehow.. nya. Kinda crappy thing. I just want to be loved again, that's what I'm saying. I mean of course, I can live without love but.. yeah. You know what I'm saying, right?

 ...so, is it worth savin' me?

Btw, I love the autumn! I'm SO happy that it's autumn again!

Maybe I'm going to take some autumn pictures in civilian? We'll see! 

Okay.. have a nice day! *kisses*

Yours,

Fawkes